Sideways (2004): took a while to see what the big hype was all about. got really gay after a while. had a ton of potential, but their acting was sometimes so unbelievable. eh, bad i guess. i saw a lot of ryan and i in the story. prolly not worth seeing though cuz most can't stand ryan and i together. sorry, cuz i'm sure a ton of people really thought this movie was great. don't see.
House of Flying Daggers (2004): a little less believable than hero and cthd. so hard to believe that these movies are coming out of this country which is slowly become the new bad guy. not as dramatic and fast-paced as the others. music not as memorable. good sound fx though. kinda confused by what mei did and the whole ending. don't see.
what a shitty 24 hours. haven't had this bad a day in months it seems. i don't feel like rehashing all the crappy events on here, but its been bad. done with school. my final for gov. was a lot of work, but i'm pretty sure i did good. i've decided that for the next week i'm gonna cut myself off from the rest of the world. my life revolves too much around my computer and communicating through it. just want some time alone i guess from the outside. so no aim, yahoo messenger, msn messenger, text messages, cell phone calls, land line calls, or emails. i'll read whatever i get, but won't respond or sign in to any of the programs. just gonna do it for a week. i'll think of it as a mini vacation before the real one. i'll still post on here, so if you care what i'm doing, just check back here every now and then.
my plans between now and then are pretty much nothing. prolly lots of sleep and maybe getting back into san andreas. i've taken some time off of that over the past few weeks to focus on exercising and scanning pics. had to say bye to jess today which wasn't that great. and the weather outside is very fitting for my mood these days. went running last night, and kept running, and kept running some more. not sure how far i went, but it was far. in fact, weighed myself last night at 161. hard to believe. in fact, i don't think believe it. i've dropped like 14 pounds, but i don't know where they fell from. pretty much every part of me is as fat as ever. i feel bad cuz i went to applebee's this afternoon and went wild on food. tonight's dinner is gonna be like an apple now (i hope).
for some random reason, i've started playing solitaire on my comp. i'll get in about 40 games a day and i'm trying to see if in the long run it goes in your favor as far as winning money. but like most games, the odds are against me it seems. i'm currently -$814. and its not like i'm a bad solitaire player. i do know how to play and try to figure out strategies (i don't think this game is all luck). i'll keep trying for the next week though and see if i can break this losing streak.
for those that care, i've stopped going to my doctors. stopped a couple months ago actually. i learned a lot going and i think it really helped. sadly though i don't think i can go off of the medication. i'm just too screwed up to handle my life without it.
on a lighter note, i'm practically all set for the trip. all i need are shoes and an umbrella which i'll buy both from tom in denver. oh yeah, and cotton swabs. trying to find a new template for my blog, but to no avail. took a steaming hot bath last night and started reading a new book. that's it.
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